So today I took a leap of faith. The people who have followed this blog will get it.
I shared my blog with the new man SAF. This is such a raw and personal place that first him asking to see it stunned me. I told him I did not know if I wanted to share it.
He said he could go look for it on his own but he would rather me share it. I thought about it and I shared it. He understands the implications of trust and faith with this share.
He has been honest and open with any questions I have asked. I see similarities in our lives and because of them he sees the magnitude of this gesture.
So I had really thought that everything that could wash out with Danny had done so. This week I discovered one more gift. He gave me a bacterial infection AGAIN. Well, I am not calling to tell him, so let him pass that shit on again.
Today, I also got the AIG confirmation that the insurance for the airfare is being paid out. So ironically, I am only short about $122. If you look at the Dong he gave me its current value makes it all a wash.
I am so glad all of this is now behind me. I am looking at it now as I get a totally new fresh start. I am excited to FaceTime tonight with Tony. Who would have guessed that I started applying to jobs in Philly and he would appear. I will say it was not me. I am so happy at how he treats me and makes me feel good. This is totally different than Mr. Narcissist Danny.
I am fully believing that the past is in my rear view mirror and that only good things lay ahead.
May all your waves be glassy.