So slowly it happened. I got my person. Sure most girls my age think of Grey’s Anatomy – Christina and Meredith, “my person”. My person is now Danny. It has been a slow process and seriously I did not even see how it happened. I cannot tell you when it switched over.
All I know is we are now each other’s person. I think the more shocking part for me is that I am his person. Believe me I want to be each other’s person and I have waited a long time for this to happen.
I am just adjusting. For a long time in this 8 months he has kept me at bay. I was used to it, and then he started to drop the wall and let me in.
At some point I realize now he put the wall around us. It is comforting and safe. I think I am now just working at being. Sounds ridiculous but it’s what I am doing right now.
So in accordance with this comes the Holiday Season. I just assumed I would be on the outside looking in. Then he asked me to come to Thanksgiving Dinner. No pressure right? Just his parents, his siblings and his 4 adult children and what I am assuming the 2 girlfriends of the oldest and youngest boys.
I am just going to breathe right through it. I am releasing it all to the Universe. It’s all going to be alright.
Sitting on my board looking at the glassy waves. May all your waves be glassy.