Growing up I had more guy friends than girl friends. I always felt there was too much cattiness and I chose the straightforwardness of guys. I will say there were times when I was mostly one of the guys and in some cases I think that there were guys thinking they could date me but that was not the norm.
I say that because I was always the girl that they ran scenarios with girls past. I would also be the one who was outspoken and told them exactly what I thought and gave them food for thought. I cannot count the number of times when I asked this question: “Does she possess the golden pussy?” It was always when I could not understand why they stayed.
So this week it was posed to me in a little different way. I was told it must be some unbelievable sex. Well yes that is very true but I know there is more. I also have to say I had asked myself the same question.
I know there is more. I know that there are lessons for us both to learn. I also know that dating at this stage of life is difficult. People are stuck in their ways. Children, ex wives, baby mamas, and the list can go on and on.
I am working through all of this, it is not an easy path. I have to take it the only way I can. One day at a time. I have to speak my truth and move in the direction best for me. I know no other way.
What I do know is that I have not always done that in the past. So I wonder is this part of the journey to get used to what I am supposed to be doing? I am hoping that to be true. I have to bring forward the things that are in my head haunting me. I console myself with the knowledge that the Universe unfolds as it should without accident.
May all your waves be glassy.