Remember Mr Pussy in LA? Lesson unlearned

So in LA I had learned Mr. P*ssy needs to be free. I think the lesson that I cannot let my Kitty Cat rule me was lost in the loneliness. I meet Brian and I think it is instant chemistry. Ok maybe it’s a lot of lust, but I thought it was more because I had a couple 1 nighters to get the horny out of me. I look back now and I think one of the big hooks with Brian was his oral skills. This in conjunction I thought he was a “nice guy”. He was not fit but I know I am hot so my ego took over again. My cousin had told me that I needed to date “big guys” stay away from the jocks. We debated it and when Brian appeared I thought this is probably what she meant. Seriously he knows I am hot, he tells me all the time he will worship me and be faithful and loving. Well, I think the first red flags I admit I ignored them. 1) His ex-girlfriend was still getting mail there and she lived in LA 2) His Ex-girlfriend seemed to be communicating with him daily 3) He failed to tell me that they spent NYE together and holiday over Christmas, somehow I believed it was well over a year before 4) He would text her when I was sleeping in the same house as him I brought all of the issues up and told him my lists that were never acceptable and deal breakers. I trusted him and never looked back and as we see from the path of this relationship, the clues were there and my trust was too blind. So again I reiterate, Oral Skills are great I just do not think you marry them.

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